thoughts.

It's always interesting to see how people think of you or how others think of other people. it's quite surprising sometimes. ><

i really wonder how people think of me haha. The usual concensus would be nice guy who does nothing but smile/laugh. haha. Closer friends will know some of my inner habits such as koping food and being egoistic and trying to suan people but usually failing to do so ><. but I guess everyone thinks of everyone differently so it's always interesting to find out what someone else thinks of you. It's a good way to improve oneself (:

And since Charmaine did a short post regarding me, I decided to find out what she thinks of me. haha.

Seems rather positive. Maybe because I decided to display my positive side during WLC heh? haha okay no luh. Since I don't know how to put a link to this post I shall just copy and paste it here...

"One of the few first impressions I had of you during the World Leadership Conference was that you're always trying your best despite the odds. Once you've set your mind on something, you'll see it through to the end. That's something I got to learn from you.

Hmm.. I may be wrong but, my other impression was that you’re not always how you seem. Sounds weird but yup, that’s what I thought! Haha. You’re a really nice guy and fun to be with. I only noticed your quiet and shy side on the last day of the conference. Looks like we got quite a bit in common haha!

Thanks for your support the past few weeks. You listened to me when I was upset that time and gave me your opinions, cheered me on during my CTs.. Don't hesitate to approach me yea. I'll be glad to offer my help! Maybe we can find time to hang out someday? (:

This friendship is special to me too. I appreciate and cherish it. Thank you, Patrick! (:

P.S Hey you use a lot of smileys too ok! >.<"

Hmm. WLC may be just a short 5 days and we didn't really have much time to talk to each other but what Charmaine has said is rather similar to what I think I am.

I think my outlook of life is to take it simply. I don't like to think of life to complicatedly and that sometimes leads to me taking some issues less seriously than I guess I'm supposed to. Gets people pissed off sometimes.

I guess since primary school, one of my main aims when getting to know friends is to be as nice to them as possible. That's something that Christianity has taught me. I have no idea how but it was just the case... And so I like to think from people's perspective and see how they would like me to respond to them. It's kind of good since you're nice and there's less conflicts but it also makes you wear lots of masks and do things against your will. I guess one example would be when people talk to me, even if I don't understand, I'd still nod my head and laugh a little cuz I guess that's the response that would make that person most happy. It's kind of fake sometimes. But I won't regret doing this because I always believe that being nice is good (: I guess it's just the way I do things...

I also like the idea of helping friends out when they're having difficulties. Makes you feel like a real friend (:

about the shy part, I guess I'm heavily influenced by who I am with. But I guess it's the same for a lot of people. When I'm with my class or 4B friends or some people whom I can relate to easily, chatting to them seems so easy and that's why I guess I'm known to talk a lot of cock. ><>< It gets tiring sometimes but it's better than not doing anything... sometimes i wonder whether these people you can't relate to can be considered friends. haha. Isn't friendship supposed to let you feel more relaxed? Not sure.. haha.

And since I'm on this point, I guess I need to learn from loads of people on how to open myself up. I need to talk moreee! RARH. Sometimes, I regret not reading up more cuz my general knowledge approaches zero and when people start talking about movies/dramas/geography/history/news, I'm usually lost about what they are talking and in such a case, you can't do much except nod your head. Wonder how I can make up for that. But that's why I admire people like Sixuan and Matthew who can talk off their heads so freely. (: Oh and Chanel too, she's damn good at it hahaha. I think it's something to do with personalities luh because I'm not exactly alone in such problems. I bet lots of people face similar problems too. But it's always better to work on the problems and make yourself overcome them isn't it?

All right, this is a rather disorganized post. Need someone to do some summary/reorganizing for me ><

On another note, who wants a Green Tech WLC outing? (: Environmental Law had theirs today. AND WHERE'S WLC APPRECIATION DINNER! HAHA. (:

and must remember to bring yutian's markers. zomg. i think she's getting pissed lol.

Patrick