owned.

zzz.

i'm kind of felling owned now.

yesterday was shanghai peeps outing to ernest's house. ended up being one of the first there (supposed to start at 2 and i was there at 3+. hmm how early i am). but guess what. i realized that nigel's house was just across the road so i decided to go ka jiao him. ok i mean visit him. haha so he just came back from america so he showed me some photos and gave me some free food (YES!) haha. and as usual nigel was kind enough to give me some souveneir he bought from US which was some magnet of grand canyon. haha. quite nice luh but i still prefer the food and drinks hahaha. oops.

anyway back track to a few hours before that. yitao was supposed to meet me at city hall mrt at 215.

i reach at 220 and sms-ed him only for him to sms back at 230 that he had overslept and was still at home. LOL. zomg. haha. i finally found someone who wakes up later than me (except for Sam)...

and den i sms joel to ask where he was and he tells me he's at tuas. LOL.

ok. nvm. cuz due to the visit to nigel's house, i reached ernest's house at 4+ instead and joel and yitao were already there so i succeeded in not being the first there. woohoo.

so played a while of cards and bbqed. woohoo. the must successful bbq so far probably cuz everything was already prepared by ernest's parents and we had jun liang the brilliant cook so in the end, ernest and jun liang were cooking at the pit and we were standing there waiting for the food to come to our mouth. brilliant.

had a good talk with them, played some games (except chucky chucky which is O.O). overall it was quite fun except for some 冷场s. stuff like:

"I think we should stone around"
"NOOO... we are not statues"

"I think we should play hide-and-seek"
"yeah, I'll take the bus back home now and i'll win muahaha"

LOL. ok not funny. but anyway free bbq so im definitely NOT complaining.

Got some information from yitao too on how to own JC life which i found rather useful. sigh. now i feel like a complete useless guy after reading some people's blogs. here they are...

http://www.shaunchng.com/blogs/index.php (some poly guy's blog who is in the run for 2 scholarships and 3 universities including cambridge wth)

http://cl3v3riguana.blogspot.com/ (Yitao's blog. you can read the first few posts and realize that almost everything is either internships, radio broadcasts, go on newspaper, go on free trip to germany and what shit zzz)

ok. so now i aspire to be like them haha. i guess i'm quite blessed to have a good portfolio now already with all the IBN internships and SP internships as well as the MOE job i'm having now and the NUS job i should be getting. and of course, being in interact (although joining late) should help. and all the random shanghai, taiwan trips haha. yeah!

ok so i need to start looking out for stuff more often cuz currently i realize i miss lots of stuff cuz i don't pay attention to them. stuff like:

1. OIP zzz.
2. SYCO auditions. haha. nvm just join CCO.
3. competitions sigh.

ok. i need to organize myself too. i need a calender. shall get one now.

and zomg i should start reading again sigh.

Patrick