mixed feelings

hihi.

have been feeling some sort of a mixed feelings lately. not sure why.

CO:
Rather stressed up over it. So many things that need to be done. Ok. maybe it's not much, but it's the kind of things which one would need to remember, something I cannot do. I have no idea why too, but I'm always so forgetful... Ever since my primary school days, or even before that... There's perc people, perc scores, perc programme and exco interview stuff.

Class:
Dunno why. I also stressed up over the class. But whenever I ask myself why, I can't seem to give a suitable answer too... so how?

Taiwan:
I really need to get over it. I always think of Taiwan even nowadays. Really gotta stop it soon. I know it's good memories, but still... Some more the Taiwan people are coming tml and I can't go fetch them. haix. nvm... when will i ever get over this man... ahh... thinking about it now, reading the posts on mine or JS's blog... It just makes me feel... sad? sad about not being able to see them anymore... haix...

Tests + Projects:
BioCCT+ChemCCT+SSpt+Histpt ++ a lot more homework like chinese and stuff... ahh... im just so going to collapse. hope i can last till end of term...

Friends:
Not sure whether it is with me onli or whether it is with the people around me or the things happening around me... I don't even noe whether I'm happy... lol. that's weird... guess that's why people call it mixed feelings. Like jealousy flying here and there... but still good friends... and then a lot of factors come in and things get all complicated n stuff... haix. why can't life be simple...

Hope these problems can be resolved quickly...

Patrick

P.S.: Here's wishing member of THE CULT, n my 3B best friend (i have quite a few... lol...) xD, Jun Sheng (LjS) all the best as he leads interact club to greater success! haha. jiayou jiayou! KC and me just joint too so we'll give u our full support! GOGOGO!!! Yeah! we know that you are the perfect candidate to do it!! jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou!!! haha... work hard n u'll never regret it!~~ =) (sry for doing this so late... i sort of always forget things, like mentioned in the CO section of this post ;))